I feel like this was one of the moments when Skins actually captured an eating disorder perfectly
(Source: sk-ins)
I live in an almost constant state of feeling like shit with brief moments of ‘okay I may survive this after all’
My throat is so sore and raw from purging I can’t even drink my coffee or smoke a cigarette
Now I have to sit through yet another class hiding the fact my hands won’t stop shaking and my head won’t stop spinning
Why the fuck do I do this to myself?
❝ Anorexia is possibly the most misunderstood illness in America today. It’s the punch line of a mean joke, a throwaway plot device in TV shows and movies about spoiled rich girls. Or else it’s a fantasy weight-loss strategy.
— H. Brown, Brave Girl Eating (via thighsandsize)
I feel like absolute shit right now
Not sure if it’s from going out last night, my adderall withdrawal or the fact I am going on my third day without food.
I just want to curl up into a ball and die.
I just want to be able to eat something.
